Attempt to talk to boy #4 zillion.
One of these times it has to fucking work, really.
Still as neurotic as ever, but feeling more confident and composed than usual. That’s not saying a whole lot and that’s not guaranteeing anything upon execution, but I guess I’m headed in the right direction sort of kind of. I think.


do you ever realise just how lonely you actually are 

I think my feels are broken today.
I don’t know what to do.

but I do know that I don’t want to be here.




boys are so lucky they have boners to tell them that theyre horny because girls are just like am i horny or am i hungry or am i bored i dont know i dont have a dick

That’s definitely an interesting take. But sometimes we get boners for no reason and it’s something like “What is it boy? Did you see something?”

You two are my new favorite people on this site.

Crawling out of my skin.

I also want plain potato chips and we don’t have any in this damn house.

do you ever get that horrible feeling in your stomach because you can’t imagine anyone ever falling in love with you and wanting to spend the rest of their life with you

(Source: timid)


like 98% of my problems would be solved if i stopped overthinking things and calmed the fuck down and stopped being such a panicky, anxious little shit


(Source: roseghoul)

I have to go on a field trip downtown today instead of going to class. I have no idea where the hell I’m going aside from following a gps and I know it’s supposed to be in one of the roughest areas of town. So obviously our professor sends us off here on our own (while she doesn’t even go on this trip) because no one fucking knows each other enough to carpool. I was supposed to go with this one guy that I really wasn’t comfortable driving with in the first place, but now he’s sick, so I’m kind of relieved. I’m just slightly apprehensive about having to walk to my car after dark and finding the expressway after that. Maybe it won’t be so bad. 

I’d much rather just stay home today though. I’ve been so unrelentingly exhausted lately. It’s a dampish, wettish, coldish day and I just want to stay home and sleep and be toasty with Halloween movies and my cat so I don’t have to deal with being sad.

Hopefully I don’t get abducted or something. I don’t have time for that shit.


really all i want is for someone to feel the same way about me as i do for them