You really can’t win when it comes to having a chronic illness.
If you complain, you’re over dramatic/attention seeking
If you don’t, people assume your pain doesn’t exist/isn’t as severe as it actually is.
Haven’t had a week long flare up in about a month. So the week that I have a ton of stuff to do, it decides to start. yes. Along with some new dysfunctions that I don’t have time for, but will probably have to figure out soon. I have to go to my internship in a few minutes where I won’t be able to eat- which is okay, but then I have to go to the DSO concert my dad signed us up for apparently which means no food or sitting and staring at a wall until like 9 tonight. Herp.
I’ve just been a tired, miserable blob lately and I get worn out so damn easily. I want to sleep. I want my lonely boy. I want to hug things. I want to not be sad and disgusted with life because of how it keeps going. I want some tea, but damn Whole Foods stopped selling the brand.
All of the desires above are not going to be happening anytime soon in my life.